relaxed weekend

woke up at 12:30pm, i had a really good sleep last night, with the sunshine full fills the house, everything feels unreal, i'm all in a happy mood right now.

i bought a board last week, and planed to put some photos taken during the last two years here, due to the busy schedule with the new company, i had no choice but to postpone the original plan. so it comes to today, i finally manage to finish it, staple every photos to the board, all those memories come forward.

after this, i made myself kimchi fried rice with an egg topping, yummm~

out-planed first day

my original plan is this: go to bed at 10pm, wake up at 6am the next morning (which gives me 8-whole-hours-rest), so that i could be in my best condition for the first day at SMR Bucheon Institute.

as the old saying goes "计划没有变化快", which means nothing could be planed perfectly, all my plans went down the toilet in the last minute, arised from a phone call from kihyun, telling me that he was gonna meet seyoung during that night.

so, here is what really happened on thursday night: unloaded my baggage at 8pm, went out again and met with kihyun, seyoung, haogen and jinhun around 9pm, drunk till 12pm, went to bed at 1:30am, got up at 5:50am,

with two obvious dark circles under my eyelid, i had started my first day at Bucheon Institute...

SMR training

I finally have finished my training at Ochang head office, me and the other three members spent all four days in the factory on the ground floor, even though we had been quite tired through these trainings, there are all kinds of valuable experience acquired that couldn’t be neglected, I found myself already miss these training days.

We ate all the three meals at company eatery, I was amazed to find out that the eatery here also belongs to the same chain store that serves KITECH, which means they all have the similar flavour, usually I’m not the kind of person who is nostalgic, but after the ten days vocation between SinhanTech and SMR, I miss that taste a lot.

Another thing i will miss from this training is the hotel i had slept for almost a week, to be honest, i didn't sleep well and always was sleepy the next day during this week, but when i realized that i would no longer be in this particular room any more, all these bad memories suddenly faded away, i'm gonna miss u, the mini purple sofa, the fake fireplace and the vintage floral decoration.

cupcakes in jars

here is what I found today, yummy red velvet cake in jars, it is such a fascinating combination of cupcakes, jars and woonden spoons, all of which I'm crazy about, big thanks to Becoming Lola for her brilliant idea.

i'm confusing

there are some blurry memory left and built from last night, the first thing is his words of his pure attitude which makes me curious about his last relationship, but what i assum i was wrong about is 99% impossible, and this is offically making me crazy today. the other thing is that i woke up and my heart ached badly due to the dream i had right before, the dream of him being in a new relationship, i could not fall asleep after that, i keep thinking what this means to me, is it the waking up call trying to telling me how i really feel about him during all these times, or am i just being paranoid?? i actually thought i had get over him months ago, then why all those old feelings keeps coming back all in a sudden, am i becoming weaker?? all kinds of questions start to pop out in my head, how long would it be this time to get over all those feelings??

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first day at work

so, this is officially my first day at work, what i had today is a long education, something about the scale of the company, the culture around here and the timetable of daily work, etc... i feel like it has been such a long day party because i started work at 8am in the morning which is one hour ealier than i used to do, and partly just because first day is always exhausting.

i had the chance to meet the other two members who are also newly joined, to my pleasent surprise, one of them had the job interview in the same time as me, we recognized each other right away, i was quite glad to meet him again, feels like an old friend to me.

during the education i get to know that there will be some chances provided for working abroad, like China or Gernamy, eventhough i'm planning to go back to my own country sometime, i still feel the strong eager for the chance of Germany, there is something inside of me keeps telling me that i should grab any chance to see the world,  there are just so many amazing things out there, and i would be a shame for me to give all that up and settle down just for some sort of secure feelings.

besides all the information i received above, there is another important thing, that i couldn't be updating my blog as often as i used to be anymore, i'm going to be busier and busier, i'm not sure it's a good thing for me or not right now, i will make a conclusion three or four months later, untill then, i decide to try my best, god bless me.